Hmm why can't there be a magical transporter by now?

Sometimes I wish our technology would be so advanced, that we should have a magic transporter or something, but then again I can only imagine the cost.
Well if I had one I would go and visit all of my friends first then I would end up in Europe somewhere, just kicking it. Of course I am sure this can all be possible by just having a ton of money now! I'm working on it!

New Website

Yay so Im totally excited because Im now doing a website for a very talented jazz musician. I am a happy camper and I hope to be doing a lot more websites. Im still working on it but if your interested it is www.vernellbrownjr.com check it out! Thanx

Prescribtion drugs, the new heroin

Im on many prescription drugs, and the hardest one of all is for the pain that is associated with Fibro, but it seems to me that its just way to easy to get addicted I mean the health care system that I am on really doesn't give two shits about me, I can honestly say that. But they will though supply me with an endless amount of any pill that I want. Thank God I am not that crazy about taking pills because if I were then I would be in some major trouble. The pain pill alone will make me have withdrawl as if I were on Heroin. Its a bit idiotic that western medicine still does not accept holistic medicine as part of treatment. I for one can say that medical marijuana has helped me in more ways than the pain killers with less side effects, but damn its too expensive to purchase a medical card here in nevada. Not to mention I hate the fact that I have to feel like a criminal to get medicine. God what is wrong with people won't they understand people like me and in worse health can use it and who knows it might save some people from taking their own lives for always being in pain.

I can't believe im still not over...

my parents hold on me, Jesus I don't even talk to them anymore and yet I just went to have a nap and I dreamt that I had to clean the house before my mom came home and she came home early, and started yelling at me about just having the radio to loud. Well what I didn't expect is for me (in real life) TO YELL at the top of my lungs out loud, (don't start in spanish) It scared the shit out of me cuz remember I was dead asleep and it scared the crap out of my poor cat that was asleep next to me. He got so scared he litterally went and hid for a while. Ugh im pretty annoyed right now and want to tell myself damn it, it was just a dream get over it. The nightmare is OVER.

Living hour by hour

Man this fibromyalgia is no joke, there's no rhythm to it whatsoever one hour I have energy and can get caught up on life and then the next hour I can't even get out of my chair. I truly wish someone would take it seriously and make some kind of a fund for awareness and a cure. I'm tired of taking major pain killers just to function. The worst part about it is no one knows whether its for life, or if it gets worse, or even what alternatives there are for it. Everyone that I know raves about Lyrica but I hate to be on another medication and have my body go through such harsh side effects. I guess for now I will continue to look for answers and keep you posted!

The First Blog!

Well this lil blog here is going to help me determine who I am, yes it sounds silly doesn't it. But so many times I get caught up with what everyone else likes and or wants that I forget all about what I like and what I want. Anyone out there feel the same way??